Beautifully broken

But I know it’s best. Being in a relationship so toxic that I love him so much it drives me nuts. I’ve never been a drinker, but he makes me insane. After him cheating on me with my best friend, and who fucking knows who else, I can’t trust him. I honestly had no idea why I thought I could. What’s the point in that? A relationship without trust. I’m was too much in love with you. Ill never be able to see you with someone else. The thought makes me sick.
I’m not sure if ill love anyone the way I loved you, but I’m starting to realize its not healthy. Our relationship hasn’t been healthy in awhile.

Time to get my shit back together, and work on self appreciation. You’ve made me feel so below you for so long, I need to get my head back.

Maybe without you making me so sad, and making me feel so small i wont drink as much. i can plan my days around sunni and i’s happiness rather than your mood changes and anxiety.

Even though I’ve been crying all day, I know it’s for the best.
Wish me luck, I’m going to need it.

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Is to protect my daughter from all the evil in the world.

An give her all my love, and the best of everything I can.
She’s perfect, and deserves it.
My heart, ms. Sunni blade dalton.

I just want someone that wakes up every day that continues to want to make me feel beautiful,and wanted. not someone that gives up after a couple of months because its gotten too hard.

i just dont think i can get over all the shit you’ve done to me.

and i’m sorry i dont feel bad about it.

because you’re the fucking person that did it.

I wish I was so batshit crazy that I seen the world in a different way that noone else did.

Sometimes.
Just to feel different.

Someone with a smile like yours,

Would actually make me fall in love And forget all the assholes.

I’m not good enough for you though. Story of my life.

I have no idea why I waste my time.
I wish I could find ONE person to appreciate me. Fuck

I can’t focus on anyone else when my heart is fully occupied by you, ):

I wish I was enough.

Why can’t I feel anything for anyone other than you

Xo

Smart
Employed
Tattooed
Beard preferred
Light eyes
Nice hair
Kind
Slim
6’0 and up
Thoughtful
Interested in the well being of my daughter
Driven
Untainted
Artistic
(No dj wanna-be’s please)
Musically inclined
Family oriented
Honest
LOYAL
Beautiful smile

When I was with you I was not well,

But without you I’m not well either.

I need people In my life that are not judgmental. I’m getting really sick of hearing hearsay about things I’ve done that I haven’t. I will never understand.

To thy own self be true

A girl with a good heart,
I can move on faster than you dumped me silly boy.

Xo~